So a friend asked me last weekend if I found Bill, a mutual friend, attractive. I responded quickly with the affirmative and he replied, "interesting" then said nothing. I looked at him inquisitvely and his husband said, "He thinks he's single and you guys could be good together." Interesting, indeed.
Bill has been in a relationship for ages and ages and recently relocated to be with his girlfriend. The debate was whether or not they were still together. Nobody wanted to ask so there was just speculation and patience until Bill felt comfortable disclosing.
I kind of forgot about it - the idea of Bill and me - until this morning, when my alarm went off at 5:00a and I procrastinated getting up by looking at Facebook. I checked my feed -- nothing interesting -- so I checked Bill's page, to see what he was up to, if he was listed as single, in a relationship, in DC, etc.
Now, I haven't thought about this guy in a while and I don't think I've ever thought of him romantically. Oh wait... who am I kidding? Yes, I have. I'm such a bad liar. I have thought of him that way because he's super nice and cute and good friends with some of my good friends, which means he must be super awesome.
So now I wait to see if:
1) He is single
2) He is in the area
3) He wants to even think about someone after getting out of a relationship
4) I'm not too mainstream/workaholic for him.
But I think I can say he is officially a crush. If he's single and anything happens, I'll let you know.