Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Possible Churning Graduate?

I haven't updated the churn blog in a couple of weeks because (drum roll please) I believe I have found someone who I want to spend a lot of time with. Someone I want to get to know. Someone whose presence makes me not want to date anyone else. So this will be my last post.

I have actually had a crush on this guy for about four or five months. I never blogged about him because, in my mind, he was too special. Plus dating him involved some complications and I didn't think it would ever happen. I tried to push him out of my mind and date other people (one per week, like a good churner) in hopes I would find someone I wanted to spend time with. Secretly I compared every guy to him and nobody ever measured up. But I never admitted that here.

Well, long story short: we are now dating after a whirlwind week and I couldn't be happier. I've been smiling for days on end and my face is kind of sore because of it. He is wonderful and amazing. He is smart and kind. He is so cute I can barely stand it. And I feel like I can be myself around him. I am happy in a way I didn't know was possible. And I like it. A lot.

Belle has met him and she approves. Papa Churn has not met him but I have a feeling he would approve if he met him based on three things:
1. He is a fun, great guy.
2. He takes my breath away.
3. The first time we hung out alone the first thing he did was ask me for a hug. And I wanted to give him one.