Is it normal to not feel excited for first dates? I'm meeting up with an anesthesiologist tonight. While I think his profession may provide for some excellent conversation fodder, (How, exactly, does one get into that line of work? Can anyone spell it?), I can't help but feel ambivalent about going.
Maybe it's because Ben and I broke things off this afternoon and I'm feeling utterly emotionally drained, but I'm just not into it. I need to snap into it-- but I think some of this could be coming from the whole online dating thing again. It's hard to feel jazzed about someone I haven't met yet and who may look nothing at all like their photo on the internets... I'm stopping myself here before I dissect everything that could possibly be wrong with him.
Maybe I should play some dance music so I can get into the right frame of mind. Let's just go have fun.
More later on how this goes.
